Omg I won't be able to blog a lot.

So busy :(

Hope I'll be back soon!

I have General Paper and Maths tests tomorrow and I'm sure I'm screwed cause I didn't really understand anything in class. Omg I clap for myself =_____________=

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OKAY I'm going to post twice today cause I have no idea when I'll come back to blogger again. Hahaha.

I've been looking through my Facebook news feed and honestly I feel quite ARGH URHG BLEH.

There are so many people posting couple photos on Facebook and I'm like #foreveralone. Omg so sad. But it's okay. I think I won't ever date cause I'm so awkward. But nevertheless, that wasn't what I wanted to say.

There are so many people that actually saying they like someone on Facebook. Or trying and failing to subtly say that they like someone on Facebook. I wonder why everyone can't just grab their courage and just confess to the ones they love. If I really like a classmate of mine, I would definitely confess.

I been through a one-sided relationship and I lost the chance to confess and I just spent days living in dejection and I just didn't gather my courage even after graduation. So yeah. I hope nobody will have to go through those shit situations at all cause it's not awesome.

If we did like someone, we would just stare. But would staring help? Will staring help you get the one you want? Some people hope. We all know that hoping doesn't really bring any benefits to our lives. So if we actually stare and hope that the person we want will actually like us back, it's most probable that she won't even notice and let alone know of your feelings.

We only live once. I hope nobody will give up on anything they love cause I've been there and I've done that. Just that I'm fine now. I can just scream to the air "I FINALLY GOT OVER YOU!!!

Hehehe. Anyway that's all. I'll blog again hopefully soon! Byebye. :P

p/s: An encouragement to those that are unable to grab courage

My friend recently sent a confession to the guy she likes on Facebook. And even though he was reluctant initially, they are friends now. Even though there was an awkward moment in between the two of them, they wave and smile each other and another relationship has bloomed. I'm soooo happy for her :)

I hope all of you and myself will find the one we treasure and get the courage to grab on to the ticket to social happiness really, really soon! 

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Yayy! Hi I'm back!

Well, I hope I will feel like blogging constantly. I've been wanting to blog but I've been lazy hahaha. Well, a little introduction, I'm a student and I'm dying studying ahhh. >(

Basically I'll try to post things that I actually learn through the little parts of my life.

Recently, I learnt a lesson first hand that what we see isn't what it seems to be. This is really obvious right haha. I mean like, we've been taught since young that we shouldn't judge people by what their appearance. I don't really know about others. But it just doesn't seem to work on me.

I'm in a Junior College now. And I have this classmate who looks like a saint. Nice, smart, and yeah. He'll probably be an awesome dream come true. A nice, sensitive and thoughtful person that is able to feel for others. But recently, I learnt that he isn't like that. He could be easily be the meanest person I've ever met. And if he's like that, then what about the other guys we all know? Are they all fake too?

A lot of people ask me "Why do you hate guys so much?" And I'm sorry for keeping distances apart but people I meet in life have turned me into the person I am today. But okay la personally I'm awkward with guys. SO YEAH. I'm not pushing the blame.

Back to the topic, I WISH people would be more... of themselves. I WISH people I trust weren't so fake.

What's happening to the society? :(

Oh my. It's been awhile since I've actually blogged. So i just read through my stuff and they were OMG SOOOO CORNY!!! >___< Hahaha! So yeah. I deleted some. The rest either kept as memories or just that I'm lazy ahahaha.

Well yeah. I'm actually in JC now. Omgomgomg. So old. And it's kind of stresssss. And with regards to maths I actually am really and I can't do well lah >:( @)#(%+&-/%

I'M SO SCREWEDDDD.

I THINK I HAVE TO RETAKE MY MATHS TEST TMR COS I HAVE A FEELING I FAILED. SO YAY FOR ME! Wooohooo.

Btw Im in choir again. Ahaha. Though it's not some exorbitant choir but it's okay. I just miss Css chorale sometimes ahaha. SO... SYC is coming. So stress stress stress! Yay. Ahaha okay I've been crapping enough. That's all. I'll post again when i feel like it. *smirks*

Hi. Okay. I didn't say anything. But yesterday, 16th March 2012, I had my last phase as a member of the Commonwealth Chorale.

The Artist

As an ISFP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your value system. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in via your five sense in a literal, concrete fashion.

ISFPs live in the world of sensation possibilities. They are keenly in tune with the way things look, taste, sound, feel and smell. They have a strong aesthetic appreciation for art, and are likely to be artists in some form, because they are unusually gifted at creating and composing things which will strongly affect the senses. They have a strong set of values, which they strive to consistently meet in their lives. They need to feel as if they're living their lives in accordance with what they feel is right, and will rebel against anything which conflicts with that goal. They're likely to choose jobs and careers which allow them the freedom of working towards the realization of their value-oriented personal goals.

ISFPs tend to be quiet and reserved, and difficult to get to know well. They hold back their ideas and opinions except from those who they are closest to. They are likely to be kind, gentle and sensitive in their dealings with others. They are interested in contributing to people's sense of well-being and happiness, and will put a great deal of effort and energy into tasks which they believe in.

ISFPs have a strong affinity for aesthetics and beauty. They're likely to be animal lovers, and to have a true appreciation for the beauties of nature. They're original and independent, and need to have personal space. They value people who take the time to understand the ISFP, and who support the ISFP in pursuing their goals in their own, unique way. People who don't know them well may see their unique way of life as a sign of carefree light-heartedness, but the ISFP actually takes life very seriously, constantly gathering specific information and shifting it through their value systems, in search for clarification and underlying meaning.

ISFPs are action-oriented individuals. They are "doers", and are usually uncomfortable with theorizing concepts and ideas, unless they see a practical application. They learn best in a "hands-on" environment, and consequently may become easily bored with the traditional teaching methods, which emphasize abstract thinking. They do not like impersonal analysis, and are uncomfortable with the idea of making decisions based strictly on logic. Their strong value systems demand that decisions are evaluated against their subjective beliefs, rather than against some objective rules or laws.

ISFPs are extremely perceptive and aware of others. They constantly gather specific information about people, and seek to discover what it means. They are usually penetratingly accurate in their perceptions of others.

ISFPs are warm and sympathetic. They genuinely care about people, and are strongly service-oriented in their desire to please. They have an unusually deep well of caring for those who are close to them, and are likely to show their love through actions, rather than words.

ISFPs have no desire to lead or control others, just as they have no desire to be led or controlled by others. They need space and time alone to evaluate the circumstances of their life against their value system, and are likely to respect other people's needs for the same.

The ISFP is likely to not give themself enough credit for the things which they do extremely well. Their strong value systems can lead them to be intensely perfectionist, and cause them to judge themselves with unneccesary harshness.

The ISFP has many special gifts for the world, especially in the areas of creating artistic sensation, and selflessly serving others. Life is not likely to be extremely easy for the ISFP, because they take life so seriously, but they have the tools to make their lives and the lives of those close to them richly rewarding experiences.

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I guess I have a tree obsession.